Hey Peng,
I will apologize to my mother. I will surrender. I don't care anymore. I'm not apologizing because I want her to talk to me. I just doing it because I don't to be the one who is waiting for an apology like an arrogant person. I do not want that.
I'm just going to apologize and keep my feelings, my troubles, my doubts to myself from now on.
I think writing here can help me a lot.
