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Thursday, December 29, 2011

Miami Beach

HEY BABY!

我现在就 在 Miami Beach。很漂亮 可是我觉得你很非常漂亮和可爱。I really wish you could be here with me. :-P Anyway, hope you are safe, cute and happy! Take care, baby.

Monday, December 26, 2011

Daytona Beach

Hey baby,
I went to the beach. It was very relaxing. Wish you could have been with me. :-)




















Sunday, December 18, 2011

To Florida, I shall go

Hey Baby,

I will be departing for Orlando, Florida in 12 hours. Going all by myself. Wish me luck. Kinda nervous (紧张) Haha....Going to pack my bag now. I will post my lonely journey and my lonely time in Florida. lol

Take care, Peng.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Final Final Exam

Hey Baby,

明天是我的最后的考试。 Wish me luck, Baby. I really need all the luck I can get. =)

Take care, Peng. :)

Saturday, December 3, 2011

我的生日

你好 Peng,

今天是我的生日。今年我是二十岁。

祝好,Peng。

再见

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Hey Baby :)

Hey Peng,

How are you?

My final exams are coming soon. Man, I am really scared or, I should say 紧张. Anyway, 你的考试快要到了吗?

Wish me luck, baby! ;)

Saturday, November 26, 2011

LA Auto Show 2011

你好 Peng,

今天下午两点,我去了LA Auto Show. 我看了很多好的车。:)
我喜欢Subaru车,也喜欢Mitsubishi车。非常的车。

希望你很高兴,可爱也安全. 祝好

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Hey Baby

你好 Peng,

你最近怎么样? 我正在练习写汉字。我一边写汉字,一边听音乐。
 Anyway, I am not sure what to write anymore. Haha.

希望你很高兴,很可爱,也很 safe always. :)




Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Random

Hey baby.

Are you cute today, baby? I really miss you. I really wish you were here with me right with me. I love you, baby. I really do.

Anyway, I hope you are safe and sound. Take care, baby.

Saturday, October 22, 2011

好久不见

你好,Baby!

你好吗?
我很好。你吃了吗?你吃什么?我要吃你!hehehe =P


Anyway, hope you are fine, baby. Take care and be happy, cute and safe always.

再见

Monday, August 8, 2011

Happy Birthday, Baby!

Dear Peng,

It's your birthday today! So... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PENG! I hope that you will have a wonderful birthday today. Also, I hope that you will get to eat a delicious birthday cake.

Take care, Peng. Hope you have a fun...lots and lots of fun. Be happy and cute and safe, always Peng!

Bye-bye

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Fasting

Hey Peng,

I am fasting now.

Hope you are happy and cute and safe now ^_^

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Well

Hey Peng,

How are you doing? Hope you are fine. Just saying hi.

Take care, Peng. =)

Friday, July 15, 2011

Hi

Hey baby,

I just wanted to say hi....so...HI =)

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Anxious

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Empty days

Hey Peng,

It's been a long time. I hope you are doing well. I don't see you online anymore on MSN too. Please take care of yourself. I can't be there to protect you anymore. but I really want to.

I hope you are having a good time. Me? I've been having empty days everyday. I don't feel anything in my heart.

I know its been a long time but I have not moved on. I don't want to move on. I want to keep thinking about you. I want to keep thinking the time we spent together. Yes, I am living in the past.....without you,  my future is bleak.

Haha.....Its kinda pathetic because I keep saying to myself "I want you back! I want her back! I want my baby back!" but the next moment I laugh at myself because that's just unreasonable.

So long, Peng. Have a good life. I wish you all the best. May you be happy, cute and safe always~

Monday, April 18, 2011

Chicago Day 4,5,6,7

Day 4
Slept until 1pm. Woke up. Ate fried rice. Lazed around the basement and played some DotA. At night, I went to the cinema and watch Rango. Pretty good movie.

Day 5
Woke up really early to day, at 7am. Washed up and brushed my teeth. Ate breakfast and left the house to Chicago. I went up the Sears ,or now known as Willis, tower. Interesting building 'cause of the famous Skydeck. It feels like I am standing on air. Haha. Then, I visited the John Hancock Observatory. Another tall building in Chicago. Saw the sunset and the night sky of Chicago. I also went to the fountain but is not working so I went back.

Day 6
Woke up early again. Today, we went to the Shedd Aquarium. Very interesting water creatures. I also got to touch a starfish. Hehe...

Day 7
Today, I went to the Alder's Planetarium and the Field Museum. The planetarium was not that spectacular. but there was a big showcase of the different types of telescopes. One of them was really big. The Field museum was not that bad. There was a huge T-rex fossil on display and also a mammoth too.

Day 8
Today, I went to the Museum of Science and Industry. This place...This place was amazing. It was huge and I could not cover the entire place in the time I was there, which was not much...only 2 hours. There were so many interesting displays/experiments/showcases to see and touch.

I then went back to catch my flight. I arrived at the airport only to discover that I had booked the wrong return flight ticket. I was so angry with myself. I called Ustaz Aziz and he advice me to change the flight. Good advice. I got so worked up for nothing. I need to learn to stay calm. So, I change my flight for $50 and proceeded to board the plane.

Take care, baby. Hope you are cute, happy and safe always. ^_^

Missouri > Chicago (Day 3)

Dear Peng,

Today, is the 3rd day of my journey. We woke up pretty early, at about 9 am. Eric picked us up at about 11 am and sent us to St. Louis Union Station.

When we reached St. Louis, we placed our bags at the station and made our way to the St. Louis Arch. It was a majestic structure. Oh ya, because it was March 14th (a.k.a 3.14 or pi), someone wrote it at the bottom of the arch and it visible only from the top. Very clever, I must say.

Then, we left the arch and headed back to Union Station. We waited for the bus. The bus arrived exactly on time. We boarded the bus and sat down. I slept most of the way, so I did not see what was going on. We reached Chicago at about 10.30 pm. We headed to the train station and took the Metra train to the Ustaz Aziz's house. (He is of the MSD officer). Reached his house at about 1.30am. Ate some rice and slept.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Missouri (Day 2)

Dear Peng,

I woke up at 1.30pm. In fact, we all woke up around that time. Haha. We got ready and around 4 pm we went for branch, or lunch or dinner or linner. LoL....

We went to Coltan's Streakhouse. I ate Blackened Tilapia. It was really good. It was not that expensive too. Hehe.

After dinner (I think), we went to Raymond's friend's (Eric) apartment. It was a residential dormitory. It was just like in the movies. 2 beds, 2 tables. Shared bathrooms. Bham! Anyway, we played some card games for a couple of hours.

Later, we wanted to play some bowling but all the bowling alleys were full. So, we went back to the motel and play more DotA. Haha

That's basically Day 2. Take care, Peng ^^

Missouri (Day 1)

Dear Peng,

I reached St. Louis International Airport at 5am. I was really sleepy and tired and was suffering from intense jet-lag. Even so, it was morning in St. Louis, so I couldn't really sleep. I had my breakfast at the airport, ate some egg sandwich. Then, I (we) waited for Raymond's friend to fetch us from the airport.

We checked in a motel called Rustic nearby Missouri Science and Technology University in a town called Rolla. We put our bags and went to the St. Patricks Day Parade. Before that, we went to Wallmart because we had to buy some green stuff. Haha.

I didn't really enjoy the parade, though, because I did not understand what was happening. People in the parade were throwing out green bead necklaces and everybody were going crazy trying to get as many as they can. Haih..... However, the cars and bikes used in the parade were interesting. Corvettes and Harley...Wow...!

Anyway, later, we went to lunch and ate Chinese buffet.

Then we went back to the motel and slept, at least I did. Later, we went to some girls birthday party. I figured that I had to go because if I did not, I wouldn't have any dinner. So, I went to birthday party ate some pizza and some cake. The birthday girl....was terrifying , in my opinion. I wasn't really in the mood to do anything and she was pestering us to play some dancing/dodgeball kind of game. "Whatever", I thought. I really did not care. Yeah, in the end, I did play the dancing game....because I did  not want to be a assholic party pooper.

Then we went back to the motel and we play a game of DotA.

That was all for Day 1. See ya, Peng.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Los Angeles > Chicago

Dear Peng,

Hey Baby. Wassup? Hope you are fine. Guess what? I'll be leaving to Chicago in 4 hours. I am packing my bag now. Haha... yeah, last minute packing.

Anyway, I hope everything goes smoothly. Take care, Peng. Stay happy, cute and safe always. I am thinking of you always. ^_^ See ya.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Badminton

Dear Peng,

Its been awhile since I wrote here. Yesterday, I went to play badminton at the Los Angeles Badminton Club. Since it has been around 4 months that I have not played badminton, I was making many mistakes while I played yesterday. However, I wanted to go because I had not exercise in a long while. So, overall, I think it was a 'good game'.

Now, I am kinda feeling the fatigue. But I think I'll be okay. I have lots of homework to do also. Haha.

Ok, then. I'll get back to work. Take care, Peng. Hope you are happy, cute and safe always. ^_^

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Running away

Dear Peng,

I am running away. I am running away from my past. I am running away from everybody I knew.

Its the only thing I can do. I can only run away and run away I shall.

Friday, February 25, 2011

Camera Problems

Dear Peng,

My camera is having some problems recently. I cannot charge it. Hmm... I wonder what is wrong.... <.<"
Hopefully, I can fix the problem soon 'cause I'll be going to Chicago in 2 weeks time and I'm sure I'll be taking some pictures.

See ya, Peng. ^^

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Hey baby....

Dear Peng,

I've just finished all of my exams. Its 4.30am on a Sunday and I've still not slept. I don't feel like sleeping. I just feel too damn sad.

I am still thinking about you all the time. Every time, I would reminisce about my time with you. Those memories with you keep replaying in mind. I supposed that's how I am finding solace from my annoying surrounding.

Oh yeah, today (or yesterday) I baked some chocolate cup-cakes. It came out too sweet. Bah...what a failure. Oh well, better luck next time.

I wearing the ring around my neck now. Why? Because the ring, while having only a tiny part of you, Peng, makes me feel somewhat alive.

I wish I could have you back. I really want to make you happier. I really want to make you smile and laugh. Unfortunately, we both know that is never gonna happen. That's just a fool's dream......dreamt by a stupid asshole...., me!

But, I can still dream, right? .... right, Peng? ='(

Monday, February 14, 2011

Valentine's 2011

Dear Peng,

Hey Peng. How are you? Its Valentine's Day. I am sure you are having lots of fun with your boyfriend and friends. I'm ok... i guess. Well, my health is getting better now. ^_^

Do you remember last year, Peng..just before Valentine's? I remember it was a Friday and we were at Cemara 'Starbuck' and I 'belanja-ed' you lunch. Then, you asked me for to get for you strawberries 'cause I was going to Cameron Highland.

I couldn't get strawberries because I was afraid they were turn bad. But I got for a very cute key-chain. The one that I said to you that I lost. It had a little strawberry shape and a heart shape because it was just Valentine's Day a few days ago. Stupid me, I lost it. I hope you liked the strawberry key-chain that I gave you. I hope you still have it too. But if you don't have anymore.....its fine, i supposed. It was a silly gift anyway...........

Bye-bye Peng....

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Sick

Dear Peng,

I am feeling quite sick today. I have slight fever, flu and my whole body is aching. I've taken on strepsil; later, I'll take 1 Panadol. Hope I'll get better in time for my exam on Monday. Pray for me, ok? ^_^

Take care, Peng. Hope you are happy and healthy!

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Pictures are worth Thousand Words




Friday, February 11, 2011

Baby!!

Dear Peng,


I can't take it anymore. I really, really REALLY want to kiss you! I want your kiss, Peng!....

I.... need..........your ..kiss...Peng. Please? ='(

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Really Tired....

Dear Peng,

Today, I feel really tired. I can't think at all and I can't do any of the homework correctly. Tomorrow I have a Thermodynamics quiz. And I don't understand any of the homework problems. Oh man.....


I really feel like talking to you right now, Peng. You were the only person who knew how to cheer me up. You were the only person who understood how I felt.

Take care, Peng.....

Monday, February 7, 2011

CNY Party | Kiss

Dear Peng,

Yersterday, there was a CNY Party at our apartment. It was a basically a potluck but I did not cook anything. I did not know what to make in the first place. The people were all Malaysians ( JPA  + Petronas scholars). I went there, ate and kept my mouth shut. I did not talk much. I did not know what to say also. My mind went blank. Some ask me why I was quiet.....I did not know how to answer. What was  I supposed to say? I am quiet because I have nothing useful to say. If I had said anything, it would have been lame and the people would start hating me. I hate social events!
Also, we played Texas Hold 'Em (or Poker). I watched initially and joined later. As usually, I lost. Yup, I suck at any type of games.

On another note, Peng....I miss your kisses. I dreamt about your kisses last night. It was a good dream. But then again, it was only dream. I wish I could kiss you again, Peng.

=(

Teleconference with Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib

Dear Peng,

On Wednesday, Feb 2nd, I went to a formal function. The function was hosted by the Malaysian Student Department and the Government on Malaysia. We, as Los Angeles, were in a teleconference with Najib together with 6 other countries such as Abu Dhabi, Seoul, Warsaw, Quangzhou, Perth and Vancouver.

I went because ,somehow, my name had given as one of the attendees. However, I wasn't annoyed. I knew that there was going to be free food and the food was going to be great.

And, of course, the food was superb. Hotel food mah.....=)

After dinner, at 11pm Los Angeles time, we started the teleconference. The teleconference was mainly about Chinese New Year and bringing prosperity to Malaysia.

Well, I somewhat listen because it was quiet interesting but at the same time it didn't seem that crucial.

Oh well~~ at least there was free food. As you said, right ..Peng...if there free food, its worth staying.

See ya, Peng. ^_^

Friday, February 4, 2011

Sad

Dear Peng,

Today, I feel so sad. I really can't take it anymore. I want to run away from this place. I want to run away now. I really hate this place!

I wish you could save me..........I really wish you could.

Take care, Peng. At least you're happier than me.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Headache

Dear Peng,

Today, I have a very bad headache. I can't think straight right now. Feel very dizzy. Can't really do anything even though I have many assignments to finish.

Oh ya, just now, I went to hear speech from the President of USC. Quite interesting. Later, I ate 2 chocolate chip cookies. Yum! Yum!

Take care, Peng. 


=(

Monday, January 31, 2011

Pain

Dear Peng

My left shoulder is really aching. Day by day, the pain/ache in my left shoulder is getting worse. I can't really carry heavy things with my left hand for long periods of time anymore. Hopefully, me left shoulder will get better.

Anyway, how are you, Peng? Hope you are cute, happy and safe, Peng!

Take care, Peng.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Ring

Dear Peng,

Ever since the start of the year, I've started to wear the ring around my neck. Initially, I wore the ring around my neck because I want to feel something. Before wearing the ring, I felt so empty. Really empty. All my emotions just died. The ring gave me something to feel. 

The ring also makes me close to you. The ring has a little part of you and wearing the ring, even though it is a tiny bit, makes me feel that I am beside you and you're beside me. 

Take care, Peng ^_^

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Wish

Dear Peng,

I know I can't really wish for anything anymore but today.....I wished that I could still hold your hand.

Bye-bye, Peng.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

I am lonely...

Dear Peng,

Today, my heart feels very heavy. I just want to share my favorite song with you.




The lyrics really says what I'm feeling right now. (except for the part where the guy got dumped by the girl, which we both know that's not true for our case)

So, how have you been, Peng? Are you safe and cute and happy, Peng? I hope you are. I will continue to pray for you.

Oh ya, I am planning to go to Chicago during Spring break.

Take care, Peng. ^_^

Thursday, January 20, 2011

I don't feel so good

Dear Peng,

Today, I don't feel so good. Since last night, I feel very crappy. I couldn't study. I kept eating ice-cream until I got bored of it. I'm not sure what happening. I know I have no motivation to live anymore but I need to at least graduate with good grades and make my mother happy. Then, my job is done. Then, I can fully run away. Is that enough for motivation, Peng?

Bye-bye, Peng.....

*sob*

Monday, January 17, 2011

Whatever...

Dear Peng,

Today is a shitty day for me. Oh wait- I think it was yesterday.

My mother was saying that my trip to the East Coast must have been exciting and I must have had a lot of fun. I look indifferent. I just nodded my head. I knew inside that is the worst time I had in my entire life. For the entire journey, I was depressed. I remember when I was in New York, I was so tired of walking, I sat down on a bench. I was so depressed and sad that I was crying in my heart............Yeah, I had a lot of "fun". What a load of bullshit!

Later, my mother was pestering me about my grades. I said I did alright. However, she wanted to know the details. I succumbed and I showed my grades. "Oh.", she said. "You did pretty well.", she continued. She then congratulated. I just smiled meekly.I couldn't care less.

My mother also asked me if I had contacted you since we broke up. I said no. She heaved a sigh of relief. She said just wanted to be 'open'. My mother, then, ask me if I wanted to tell her anything else. I just replied no.

Never anymore will I tell anyone anything. Not even, my mother. What's the point?! What's the bloody point?!

Lately, I've been having bad dreams. Not nightmares, just bad dreams. And you're in them, Peng. You're in my dreams, fading away or scolding me or running towards another guy. Yeah, I know you're with another man but why I am haunted by this. My heart is hurting and has been painful ever since we broke up. Nothing I can do.

I was talking to V last night. I may have upset her. She ask me to give her a flying kiss. I just couldn't even though it was playing around. Maybe because  I still love you, Peng and kissing another girl is like cheating on you. Stupid, aren't I? We are both complete strangers now but I still have feelings for you.

My roommates are just bloody annoying. One is an just a whiny bitch, another is stubborn and childish. In the other room, one is just sooo childish. One is so freaking lame. One other made a girl cry.

But I don't hate them. Absolute dislike, yes but certainly not hate.That's because there is one person in the entire world that I hate : myself. I'm just a pathetic 2" kid.... living a pathetic 2" life.

I am not talking much anymore. I could not be bothered talking to anyone anymore. These days, I'm on the online forum the whole day, every day. It's the only place where I can feel peaceful.
Away from annoying roommates. Away from people. Away from life.

I am going insane, Peng. I don't have you anymore to save me. I only have myself. I'm not sure how long I can take this. Maybe bottling-up wasn't such a good idea. Darn... haha.

Well.....Take care, Peng. You must have be having a lot of genuine fun. Good for you. Maybe you could pray that I die faster to end my misery. Blah... don't mind what I said.. I'm just blabbering.....<.<

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Movie Night

Dear Peng,

Today, I watched Green Hornet and The Dilemma.

I first Green Hornet. The movie was really good. I went into the movie theater expecting, you know, a cheap superhero flick, Good vs. Bad, that kind of stuff. This movie, however, is a little different, with Jay Chao acting and all. This movie reminds me of Kick-Ass.

The second movie was The Dilemma. The movie was supposed to be a comedy but I couldn't understand most of the humor in the movie. So, bham, I felt kinda bored. What a waste of money.

Now, I am back in the room, all alone. You must be fast asleep now. Sweet dreams, Peng. ^_^

P.S: Guess what? Watching movies in cinema is just not same without you. It sucks.

Friday, January 14, 2011

Hey Peng

Dear Peng,

Its been awhile, huh? Well, school has started. I feel feverish everyday. I sprained my neck yesterday. I've got lots of homework already.

Yup, its the New Year and I predict a lot of New Failures.

How are you, Peng? Hope you doing fine.

Take care, Peng.

P.S: Waiting for my death...........painstakingly

Monday, January 10, 2011

Los Angeles (The End)

Dear Peng,

Today is the last day of my journey. I woke up at 5am at some breakfast and headed to Newark Liberty International Airport to catch my 7.30am plane.

I said goodbye in a jiffy and went to board the plane.

I reached Los Angeles at 1pm. I took the shuttle back and then I immediately cut my hair. ^_^

So here I am, back in Los Angeles. Classes will start very soon. Wish me luck, ok... Peng? Haha.. Oh well~

Here I go....Let's do this!

New Jersey (Pt. 4)

Dear Peng,

Today, I left Washington D.C. and headed back to New Jersey, back to my aunt's house. I left at 2pm and reached at 8pm. Haha. Long journey.

I ate some dinner and my aunt told me that she changed my flight time to the early morning. I had to sleep early then. I slept at 12am, still. Haha.

Washington D.C. (Pt. 2)

Dear Peng,

Today is my second day in Washington D.C. I woke up at 9am. Ate some breakfast and went out the door at 10.30am, heading towards the train station. I was going to the heart of the place, towards the Capitol Building.

My first destination was the Smithsonian Museums that was all over the place. There are many museums here. I only managed to go to 2 of them: Museum of Air and Space and Museum of Natural History. The museums were free and were very entertaining. Too bad I had limited time.

My cousin later met up with me around 1pm and brought me to the U.S. Capitol Building. She brought me to her workplace, the Senate's building. I went inside and it was really spooky. I mean, the hallways were long and wide. Imagine walking here at night. Oh man......

I met her colleagues and I said "Nice to meet you", awkwardly. One of my cousin's colleagues, Andrew Limbre, gave me quick tour of the place.I saw the Old Supreme Court and the very interesting interior decoration of the building.

Then, my cousin and I left the building and she dropped at the New Supreme Court Building. I went inside and took a look-see. I saw the infamous spiral staircase that has no external support whatsoever. Interesting.

Later, I walked all the way to the Lincoln Memorial, pass the Washington Monument. It was a really cold and depressing walk. Whatever la~

I then headed back to my cousin's house and ate dinner and slept.


p.s/ heya, Peng? ^_^
      yo, yp. lol

Washington D.C. (Pt. 1)

Dear Peng,

Today, woke up at around 9am. I was going to leave Philadelphia and head to Washington D.C. I ate some breakfast, drank some water and went out the door. I headed to Philadelphia's bus terminal. I was at the terminal at 10.30am and was surprised to see that the next bus was at 12pm. "OMG!", I thought. I quickly decided to head to the Chinatown bus service instead, thinking that there would an earlier bus. However, I was disappointed as the earliest bus was also at 12pm. Oh well~ I just bought the ticket and waited for 'bout an hour and a half.

Getting on the bus was kinda confusing but, in the end, at 12pm, I was on the bus and was on my way to the capital of USA.

I slept most of the way. I reached Washington D.C. at about 3pm. My cousin picked me up and we headed for lunch. I also saw my cousin's second daughter, Safya.

My cousin, then, drove us back to the her house, explaining on the way some places that I should see thenext day.

We reached home and I watched a little television. We ate some dinner, went to the airport to pick up a luggage and then went on a drive around the town so that I look around.

And that's basically my day. Take care, Peng! =)

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Philadelphia (Pt. 2)

Dear Peng,

Today, I ventured into the historical streets of Philadelphia. I got lost a few times but I think getting lost is a important part of traveling alone because traveling alone is boring and getting lost helps to make it a little exciting.

I started from the corner of 10th Street and Spruce. From there, I walked south (I think...) while the road's numbers decrease. My aim was the Liberty Bell and Independence Hall ( the place the Declaration of Independence was signed..... i think...lol). It was located on 6th Street. I walked and walked.It was really tiring. I got lost a little but I reached my destination.

I found the Liberty Bell Center. This bell is the symbol for freedom. Pretty interesting artifact. This bell also has a cracked. Sad.

I continued my walk through the city. I saw Penn's Landing. This place is actually a river with a port. There was an ice-skating ring too. Dayum. lol

So, I continued around there and I saw a monument similar to the Tugu Negara. This monument depicted how the Irish fled Ireland during the potato blight and came to America, landing at Philadelphia.

Later, I walked in the opposite direction (north) to 14th Street towards City Hall. Very interesting architecture, I must say. Later, I went to Reading's Terminal (No, its not a bus/train station.... haha) to eat my dinner.

Then, I headed back to my cousin's apartment and watched Top Gear to kill time. I'm so pitiful. Pfftt.

So, that's basically it. How are you, Peng? Hope you are fine.Yeah...I really hope you are safe....Well, I'll keep praying for you, Peng. Be safe and take care, Peng. ^_^

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Philadelphia (Pt. 1)

Dear Peng,

Today, I left Boston and headed towards Philadelphia. However, I only left at 6pm because I was told that there would be less traffic at night. So, the whole afternoon, I just hang around the house, killing time. I played a game called Dadu (team vs. team - each team has to move 9 pieces to the other end of the board) and also Pictionary.

Soon, it was time to leave. I said goodbye to everyone. Honestly, I was relieved to leave. I felt very awkward being in that house. I'm not sure. I guess I'm just lonely. Its so boring to be lonely.

Anyway, I reached Philadelphia at 12 am. Yeah, it was a 6 hour drive even though traffic was clear all the way. Haha.

Then, I slept. ^_^

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Boston (Pt. 4)

Dear Peng,

Today, I did not do much. I woke up at 11 am. I do not know why I woke up late even though I slept kinda early. I went into the city again and I didn't do much.

About 3 pm, we went my 2nd cousin's husband house. We had vegetarian dinner and I saw a Hindu ceremony.

Then, I played some Taboo which I was not very good at.

Then I came back to my Aunty's house.

Soon, I'll play some snooker. You remember, Peng, we played snooker together that one time. I had a really good time playing with you. You were really good.

Well, then, Peng, good night, sleep tight and sweet dreams.

Take care, Peng.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Happy New Year

Dear Peng,

Happy New Year, Peng. I hope you will be a smart, caring, kind, cute, sexy, beautiful and naughty lady forever. Haha.

Take care, Peng.

Boston (Pt. 3)

Dear Peng,

Today, I went to downtown Boston. I went to Park square. I walked around for a bit. I saw some snowmans and some ice sculptures. I saw the ice skating ring. Damn, everywhere I go, I see an ice skating ring. Its like reminding me that I had never skated with you, Peng. Oh well~ Whatever la.

Then I walked around the place. I ended up at Chinatown. I walked around some more. Then I went back to the subway station. I took the subway to Kendell/MIT. I got off and walked to MIT. It reminded me of Stevens as there wasn't ant sort of gate surrounding the campus. However, MIT's campus was really serene. Walking through the campus, I could feel the aura of MIT; the aura of brilliance.

Then, I saw a very beautiful sunset. Haha.

I took the subway to Harvard next. This campus, I must say, is really distinct. Its surrounded by a gate. All the buildings are unique. Random people were walking throughout the campus, taking pictures. I also saw a couple kissing right in the middle.Swt~ But then I thought, I would have done same to you, Peng, if you were with me. So, I took a detour. I kept of walking and sat down for a bit. It was getting boring, 'cause I was all alone. I felt sad.

It was getting late, so I returned back to Park Square. It was night time now and the whole park was lit up brightly. I watched some figure skaters dancing and saw an energetic dance by a group called 'lil phunk. I saw a parade too.

Then I saw a very amazing fireworks show. It was very spectacular. It was then that I realized that I'll be forever alone. I look all around me and I was the only person all alone. It was a sad scene and I was sad. I am so pitiful. But then I did not feel awkward. I supposed this my destiny: forever alone and forever emo.

I am glad you are happy and are having a lot of fun. My prayer to God did come true.

Take care, Peng

From,
Quraish.
(Forever Alone - Forever Emo)

Boston (Pt. 2)

Dear Peng,

Today, I went for skiing. I woke up at 7 a.m. I ate and then I left for Nashoba valley. I was kinda nervous, to be honest. But, generally I didn't really feel anything at all.

When I reached, I rented the skis and the poles and headed for the "Green" part of the slopes. The "Green" part is also the easiest part of the whole mountain. Beginner, mah......

I fell and fell and fell. Haha. I kept falling. I got up and I would fall again. I'm a total failure, aren't I. I got a little better after a few hours. But I still kept falling. I realized I could use my poles to help me turn. It worked. But I was the "Green" part. I don't know if my method would work on the "Blue" part or the harder slopes.

It was about 4 pm when I headed back to my Aunty's house. I was sore all over.

Later, I saw your new profile picture, Peng. Blonde hair, huh? I was kinda shocked, to be honest. After a few moments, I realized that you aren't that cute anymore. I guess you did not want to be cute anymore. You look really wild now. Maybe you wanted the hardcore look. Well, you are still cute la.. but not as cute as before. Just my 6 cents opinion. Haha.

Take care, Peng.