Dear Peng,
Today, I left New York for New Jersey. Yeah, I am going further away from you. I feel kinda sad.
It is Christmas and I remembered that you said to me that for your present, you wanted me and only me. I also wanted you. In fact, I still want you. Sadly, I'm not getting the gift I truly desire. Haha.. tough luck, I supposed.
Anyway, Peng, how have you been? Are you fine? Hope are you warm and all. I don't know what else to say.
I want to say "I love you, Peng" but I don't know...today, my heart feels so heavy and painful....'till I can't say that....
Maybe its just that we were supposed to be together today...but here I am....all alone.... I feel so lost....alone..without you.
See ya, Peng. Merry Christmas. Take care.
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