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Sunday, August 7, 2016

I am sad

Hey Peng,

Its been a long while since we spoke. I am sad.

Today, a girl rejected my feelings. I met her two months ago. Today, she told me she is now in a relationship. I feel hurt. I am crying.

You know, Peng, after breaking up with you, I felt so lonely. For 6 years I just kept all my feelings to myself. My heart felt so heavy.

I met this girl two months ago. She seemed to like me. We talked almost everyday. She liked talking to me. I felt happy. In  6 years, I felt happy for the first time. I thought maybe...just maybe...


But, no. I was a fool. Oh well. I don't deserve love. I did not deserve you, either... Peng. I should just accept that.

Now, I am back to being sad... this is my fate. Bye-bye. Hope you have a great birthday tomorrow. :D