Dear Peng,
Today, I don't feel so good. Since last night, I feel very crappy. I couldn't study. I kept eating ice-cream until I got bored of it. I'm not sure what happening. I know I have no motivation to live anymore but I need to at least graduate with good grades and make my mother happy. Then, my job is done. Then, I can fully run away. Is that enough for motivation, Peng?
Bye-bye, Peng.....
*sob*
