I am really sorry, baby. I know sorry is not going to make anything better. I know I said sorry too many times. But I really mean it, baby..
I guess you don't trust me anymore. Alright, then. Fair enough. I accept that. I hurt you too many times already. But I really didn't mean to hurt you. I wanted to make you happy. I wanted to make smile. I wanted to make you laugh.
Baby, your smile is really so beautiful. Really!
Maybe I wasn't trying hard enough. I really did wanted to make you feel happy. Sorry I wasn't working harder. I failed you, yin peng. I am sorry.
Anyway, I know this is all in the past and you most probably want to forget all of these ever happen. Maybe now you don't feel like talking to me.
Yeah, I guess this natural way to go. Should I still speak to you? Should I still say 'hi' to you? Do you still want to talk to me? I doubt it. Not after I hurt you. You probably want me far away from your life.
I wonder why you're asking me if I wanna meet up in New York this winter? Do you still wanna see me? --- I still wanna see you, but I feel that maybe you're just being nice to me...Thanks, i guess.
Is that new friend of yours, your new boyfriend? Haha... I just hope he can give you the happiness I couldn't give you. Have fun, peng.
I miss you. I think about you everyday. Haha, I'm so pathetic. I just can't take my mind of you sometime. You're the most beautiful girl I have met in my entire life.
Whenever you smile, I feel like an angel has come down from heaven to brighten my day. You laugh is so cute that all my worries just goes away. Baby, you're so beautiful that I think no words can describe how beautiful you are.
Baby, can we still be friends? I really want to... but I'm scared to talk to you. I feel I'm disturbing you. Maybe I'm not...Maybe I feel that I would just remind you of the bad memories. I remember that you said to me last time that you can easily remember bad memories, right?
I would never forget you, peng. How can I forget the cutest girl in the world?! Haha... You were my one and only. Seriously. But I pushed you away. Stupid me, huh?! I know. I am a pathetic, stupid, asshole. Haih...
I wish you could still be my girl......But thats impossible. I regret my decision. I really do. I'll have to live this regret for the rest of my life. Thats my punishment for pushing away such a cute, beautiful, kind, innocent, smart, funny, outgoing, sexy, interesting, complaining, has the amazing smile and laugh, hawt girl.
I love you , Lee Yin Peng. ~~ Take Care, ok? ^_^
