Wonder Part 2

Dear Peng,

Do my posts sound very pathetic? Maybe it does. I should just move on, right? I mean, you have moved on already and most probably abandoned your old-self.

I don't know what to do. This is my first time experience a break-up. Even though it was me who ended our relationship, I feel like shit and I just want to kill myself.

Do you have any advice you can give me? Haha...

I think the biggest problem I have is me living with regret. I don't know how to overcome it. I know I can never forget/resolved/reduce/eliminate this regret. This regret will always be with me.

Well, Peng, I hope you having fun. Hope you are happy. Hope you have many friends by now. Hope you create many wonderful moments with you new boyfriend. Hope you learn new things. Hope you can become a great dancer and singer. Hope you experience new and interesting things. Hope you be careful and take care of yourself, especially riding your bike. Haha. Don't ever become something you're not.

Because Peng your personality, right now, is perfect. Don't ever believe someone when they tell you that you're not pretty or not cute or ugly. Peng, you are so cute, so pretty, so beautiful. Believe in yourself, Peng. You have a very precious natural beauty and if anyone can't see that, screw them. They stupid and ignorant about your beauty.


And remember, which ever guy who is with you is the luckiest guy in the whole world. If he doesn't know that, then he is just stupid.

I was a fool to let you go. I guess I was one of the stupid guys, huh? haha...