Feel like talking...

Dear Peng,

I just felt like talking to you.

I saw that you can't find you stockings. Is that true? haha... Thats so cute of you. I thought you are a neat person? xP Haha.

So, how have you been? Saw that you finish your Organic Chemistry already. You must be so relieved, like a huge burden has been lifted from your shoulders. Hope you passed the exams with flying colors, Peng.

What's the temperature at New York, Peng? Is it still snowing? Is it below 0 degrees? I am planning to buy some winter clothes next week. I'm not sure if I can get my size or not. Haha.

Baby...I feel so bored everyday. I know I should be studying but I just don't have the mood to do it. I try forcing myself but I just can't take it anymore. I have been forcing myself to study all my life but now I just can't do it anymore.

Do you have any advice for me, Peng? I know one solution but it can't be done... not anymore. I feel so useless.

Peng, thoughts of suicide are coming back to me. Oh baby~ When I was together with you, I felt so alive. Now I believe death is the only way out. I hate myself. Well, I know I'm a failure already. No pointing complaining about it. I'll just have to live day by day, failing in life. That just sux but I do not know what else to do. All my goals or dreams that I once had feel so pointless now. That just baffles me.

Anyway, I don't want to make the atmosphere here sad and"emo".... so, Peng, are you cute today? ^_^

You must super cute and super sexy, now that you're wearing winter clothes. Woooo~ Wish I could see you right now.

Peng, do you watch the stars at night? Whenever I look at the stars, I say to myself, "Wow, the stars are as beautiful as Peng!"

I really miss you, Peng.

Take care, baby. ^_^