Broken

Dear Peng,

Baby, things that have been broken, no matter how much one patches it back, it will just never be the same.

You've have moved on already. And.............I ............ should............ move on too. You've found yourself a new boyfriend and you are much happier without me. You no longer care for me. I am not needed in your life.

You know, Peng, I occasionally remembered our memories: when we were in KFC or when we were in hotel or when we went to KL Tower. It hurts my heart knowing that those times will now just be memories that will just fade away.

But, as I said before, I have to move on, even though I don't want to. I know we are over but some part of me just can't accept that fact. Some part of me is so devastated over the fact of losing you.

So, the only thing I can do now is just force myself to move on, force myself to a new path.

Thinking about it makes my chest hurt even more but I have to do this. I have to!! ='(

I'm happy for you that you got a better boyfriend. Hope he treats you well. You are a princess, Peng. You deserve the best treatment and the utmost care.

I shall take my leave now. Farewell, Peng. My cute baby girl, Peng. 'Till next time, Take care, baby.