Depressed

Dear Peng,

How are you, Peng? Hope you are happy. I am not so happy. My roommates are so annoying. I know there are not annoying actually but I just find them so annoying. The way they talk about their problems with one another, the way they discuss about their worries, their studies... its all seems so fake to me.

I decided some time ago that I will not talk to anybody about me feelings, my worries, my stress, my depression anymore. I shouldn't burden anyone about my personal problems. I remember you told me that I'm good at making people around me suffer by releasing my guilt. Yeah, you're right Peng. So, I'll take your critique; I won't disturb anyone anymore. I'll just bottle up everything. EVERYTHING!

Yeah, I am feeling a little depressed right now. Don't feel like studying at all. I'm missing you too.

So, Peng, what are you up to these days? Are you having lots of fun? I bet you are. Haha =D

Hows your studies going? Probably better than mine. Really.

These days, I really feel really empty. My life feel so pointless. I go to class and I just stare. I look at everybody else and I just feel so alone.

Well, take care, Peng~ See ya.