Waiting...

Dear Peng,
So, I am back on the island, back to my old self. But this time, there is one difference. 
Even though I am just sitting there all alone, all by myself, my heart is still holding on to you. I can't do anything 'bout. I know there is nothing between us. You don't love me anymore; You don't want care about me anymore. 
But I can't help it.

So there I am. Sitting down. 

I watched as the ocean of sadness, regret, despair and jealousy slowly erode the island I am sitting on. Gradually, the island will get smaller and the ocean will take over it, taking me along with it. I shall sink to bottom, drown and then disappear; my existence shall soon be forgotten. Haha... 
Thats how it gonna be, huh?