Wonder

Dear Peng,

Today I wondered if you have read this blog. Is your facebook status directed at me? Can't I love you, Peng? Can't I express my love for you? You don't think I love you, Peng? I do love you, Peng. So much. I want to anything that will make you happy.

Why are you losing faith in me? Was I never good enough for you, Peng? Was I able to make you happy, even if it was a tiny bit?

Oh baby~ I am still holding on to you even if I can't see you.

Today I realized that you just might be the perfect girl for me. And I let you go. Damn it.

I created this blog so that I can fool myself that I am talking to you. I know its just a fantasy, this blog. But I don't know what else to do.

You have stole my heart, Peng.

Peng, would you be pissed off if I said 'hi' to you sometime?